*Long pause*

I was sitting quietly at my desk listening to some music when this girl showed up out of nowhere and settled herself next to me. After a while, it became impossible to ignore the face that I could see smiling at me from the corner of my eye. I yanked out my earphones and gave her a polite smile. I found myself involuntarily cringing, fearing what was about to come next. The painful conversation lasted for about five minutes, with only a series of “hmm-s” and “ya-s” contributed by me. After the longest pause in the history of time, the very nice and friendly girl gave me the most withering look she could manage, and left. I returned to my music, after this near daily drill. She really was nice, believe me, that’s what I thought too. At the beginning. When she finally finished answering, in excruciating detail, the one question I managed to come up with, however, I wasn’t quite sure about that. If only she didn’t talk so much…

Someone asked me yesterday why I never talk. And today, someone asked me if I was scared of them. I plastered a meek smile on my face, and mumbled the usual, “I’m just shy. I don’t even talk to my friends!”

Now, the first part is true. I really am shy and I have the social skills of a hamster(who happens to be a very shy animal). This might seem a little strange considering how much I have been blogging lately. No, actually, a blog adds just the finishing touch to my ‘image’.

Anyway. I am the girl who can’t think of what to say to babies.
If you’re a baby, and you happen to look at me; I’ll display an alarmed expression for the tiniest fraction of a second, before I quickly adjust it to resemble a smile, but not before I mutter an unintelligible ‘uh-oh’. Then I’ll pointedly look in every other direction but yours. Still, it’s easier with babies. Babies can’t ‘small-talk’.
If you’re not a baby, I will try to be a little more interactive.

Just one little tip for all you nice and friendly people out there, (as they say), some silences are best left unbroken.

6 thoughts on “*Long pause*”

  1. I'm shy too that's why I blog 😀 coz what I wud otherwise never be able to say to my friends or in front of an audience is what I have on my blog…thank god for ppl like us that blogs were invented or I wudn't know what we wud do with all the vented up emotions and ideas brewing in our heads…anyways i like to think of it this way: its mostly creative geniuses who're shy and our blogs speak for us..gr8 post!!!


  2. lol.. my case is half similar. i never start a conversation. if it is started, it is bit difficult to stop me.


  3. @SS Lol 🙂
    @Rads I know what you mean!! Writing is a great way to get express without actually having to interact with anybody!! Thanks 🙂
    @Harish That's better though, isn't it!?


  4. I get the same familiar feeling and often use the same cliche excuse 😀

    (Just wondering, are most of bloggers shy)


  5. I usually am not my free self with relatives (who usually think i am shy), but extra zealous when it comes to frnds !


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